senior at virginia commonwealth university, walking a thin line between fear and joy at the freedoms (and downfalls) of my upcoming full-fledged adulthood.
it's no longer definable what i blog about but as a person i'm trying to be more conscious of myself and the world (and how we all relate within it).
i'm also a weed smoker and i blog a lot about that too.
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so
tonight i finally did what i’ve wanted to do for so long, treat a boy like boys always seem to treat me.
it might backfire, and im ready for that if it happens, but. i just felt so good. all gender roles aside. i dont wanna say i treated someone like shit even though thats been my experience with most guys i’ve liked but i didnt just fucking fall into his lap this time.
and its weird because hes not that kind of guy at all, i do like him and i do enjoy the time i’ve spent with him but like. damn it just feels nice to know like if he didn’t want to go out of his way for me i didnt need to do so for him, for my own good. im thinking in like free text right now.
in a typical situation with myself and a guy i like i wouldve been like ok well i’ll just come relax with you even though i want to do something else because i want to be with you more, even though it is not even that serious.
im really glad i was like, no. im gonna stay out. and have a good time with my friends and coworkers. and it was awesome.
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